It all caught up.

It all just caught up.

Everything.

Everything that I've been pushing away.

Everything I've been making excuses for and justifying with optimism and karma and determination and perserverance and Tomorrow and it will be betters and This is just temporary and everything, everything, everything just caught up with me this very moment. Out of nowhere. I just looked up and when I breathed out, I broke.

I've been sad all week. Maybe even longer. Today I buckled.

Sorry for this moment of weakness. It's over now.

Back to the upward climb.